Study Life in the first two weeks

for nearly two weeks now that my classes have started. i've been to many classes to see whether i can take the subject or not, n to see whether the teacher speaks slowly enough for me to catch up with or not. the result is "everything is hard". i can hardly know what they r talking about. sometimes i cannot even know which point in the handout, they r up to. so hard! but there r also some classes in which i can be active, n enjoy learning. they r the meaning of my school life. without those classes i may have no strength to carry on. wish i can overcome these obstacles n go on to the higher steps.